I just want to be home already.

and go home, to see my family. just four more days then i can go home.

I only feel like sleeping

I only feel like sleeping. Im losing control. Where everything fades away and im not failing.

I need prayer. I need God right now to be here to hold me and take my hand. I can do it alone. I fail when i am alone. Im failing now. I cant control it. I am failing all my classes. I fail testes. I cant do it. I just want to drop out. I know i can do it. I just cant seem to.

Please pray for me this week. Im over the top stressed. I just need to make it through these next couple of weeks. but really i need to make it throught the semester. I nees to start making good grade.

Please pray.
Thank you
Jessica

Makebelieve and Legos

When all that mattered was whether or not we missed Arthur. If we would get out of school in time to play outside.
When dress up and make believe was what past the time. When Leah and i were best friends in everything but Lego's and barbies. When it took are parents hours to get us out of the hollow to come in and eat dinner. When i never cleaned up my messes.
Back to when everything was simple and we never had to worry about anything, because nothing else mattered but playing games and having fun.