Glad to be Home

Im home, its a bitter sweet moment. One, its great to be with family and see friends. I love getting up and the kitchen is right there. I love being about to walk around in your pjs. I love having a car! I loving being able to see me friends.
But its very bitter too.....i can do stuff on my own, i have lived be myself now for about six months. please dont tell me what to do. when to get up, when to go to bed. when to clean and when not to. I dont need you at my side all the time. Just cuz im home doesnt mean i need you there all the time.

Most of it is sweet. i love being home. i just have to get used to things. and so do they.
i do miss my friends from back at school..and other stuff.....
but i am glad to be home!!!

I need to be healed.....

Im sick...i cant be sick right now.So, please pray that i will be healed. i need to be healed. My stomach doesn't hurt as much as it did but now i have diarrhea, and i cant have that. My head is full of crap which i think is the reason for my stomach. Please pray i will be healed.
Jessica

Daysleeper

Haven’t seemed haven’t seen happy it’s gonna come to me
When it does
I don’t know where I’ll keep it at all
In my room where I sleep to keep away bad dreams
In my heart, I don’t know
Loneliness takes up all that space

So when I’m feeling low I’ll take out my check book and buy a new car
Oh that sweet distraction, that comfortable discontent, I’m in love

Andrea's in the room kicking her shoes off
Sing along, singing along
Shaking our blues off we sing
I’ve come up with a plan so brilliant
Like Times Square, mid-day
Thoughts are directed in every way

And so I’ll keep my eyes on the billboard ads displayed
Kill my heart, no fix it up
Oh those sweet distractions, inviting discontent, I’m in love
-Dear and the headlights- Daysleeper



Im so tired.......I just want to go home. I just want some sun.

Almost Done!!

Im almost there!! just a few more weeks! then im done with my first semester in college! its crazy! i have learned so much about myself and God why here! i have made friends that i know i will have for life! i just need to finish strong, i almost done. God has been so good, He made a way for me to go home for thanksgiving, which was great!! I have so much to do, but im not stressed about it at all. I do need the push to get them done.
Thank you guys so much for all your prayers!
Jessica!