Freezing!

Its freezing! this is the first time its this cold and i dont have a fire...it kinda sucks...
See what i dont get is how it goes from being like 70 degrees to 30 in one week! i promise the weather is bipolar! I dont even have a hat to keep my head warm! so my head freezes! but other then it being cold i am great! busy but great! i like being busy!

Thankful-
for my warm room
my warm coat that keeps me warm
the fact i have friends that love me
that i have money to go out to eat
THAT i can go home for thanksgiving to see my family! even if its just for two days.

Have an amazingly cold day!
Jessica

I am so blessed

I am so blessed. i have so much. I have a bed, i am in college. I have tons of friends. I have heat/ air conditioning, and more clothes then i need. I am blessed and i am very selfish. I want more. more clothes, different food. Its to cold, to hot. My bed is not conformable. I complain. I have so much, i am so blessed. I have been so blessed. So, for the rest of November i am going to post things i am thankful for. I dont want to be selfish any more, i dont want to be like this. I want to help, i want to give. I need to.
Pray with me this month that maybe we can all see what we can do to bless someone else. That i can become less selfish and more selfless. To stop complaining because i have it so good.

I am thankful for-
My bed
that i have a family that loves me
That i found God and He loves me
That i can walk
That the sun came up today
for all the clothes i do have.


Blessings
Jessica

5:30

Guys! its 5:30 in the morning!! why in the world am i up at such an upsurged hour!!!??? well, becasue i am working a banquet...not fun. I really hope i dont have to serve people, that woudl not be good. AND i have to be there till 8..PM!!!! Thats like 14 hours!! Crazy!!!! thats my Saturday....haha
Jessica

I should not type late at night, i sound depressed.

So, i have decided that typing late at night is not a good thing for me. AND typing late at night when i am tired, not any better! Sorry guys! it sounds like i am so depressed! but really i am not. I ma sad sometimes but for the part i am happy! Just know late night i was really tired and kinda sad! but today is so so so much better! God is good! He loves me! He will always love me! He has the best for me! So i just need to wait, He has the one out there! And if there is not one, I have Him and that is good enough for me!
Thanks people!
Jessica

I can feel the stress in my back.

Today has been a stressful day, i can feel it in my shoulders. I found out two people, that i didn't even really know, passed away or to put it simple, killed them selves. I dont even know them but i feel my heart hurt. I know what it feels like in a school after someone dies, its not fun. I have all these projects due soon, one of which i know we are not even prepared for. I have to write a paper and even thinking about that stresses me. I just want to go home, i dont get a break till Christmas. That makes me want to cry. I want summer, i want that feeling of being free. I hate cold. I need to stop complaning... i dont it to much. i do alot of things to much. Gods been showing me alot of things i need to change. I hope i can, i am trying. God is helping.
I am going to go back to doing homework.....
Thanks guys
Jessica

It goes by to fast!

November!!!! it cant be!!! time has gone by so fast! my first semester in college is almost over! its weird....
So Halloween came and went, now i feel fat,haha, way to much candy. I dont know what to do wiht it though, cuz i dont want it, i wish i could go trade it for some apples or something. I start my work out this week. See for life wellness you have to do htis six week program and i start tomorrow. I will work out everyday at four. I am also going to stop sweets again(so i need to get rid of this candy) and eat health. I want to get into shape, like i dont like im fat, just not in shape. I hope i stick with it!

Well i love you all!!
Thank you!!!
Jessica!


P.S.


You now what love, more then i love that you read my blog! Are....LETTERS!!!

You all should write me, send me stuff! send love, apples and prayer!!

Jessica Flack
P.O. Box 458
Point Lookout, MO
65726-0458